I will be crying tears of laugher
if I could see me smile again
I still reach for the stars
but all I touch is my horizont
I still belive my eyes
but all I see is my blindness
I still reach for the stars
but all I touch is my horizont
I still belive my ears
but all I hear is lasting silence
I could be sipent of for witness
juding on my sacred eye
Still I found the other time
what was left of me inside
Can I call this my burden
or is this just my dream to fly
I will be crying tears of laughter
if I could see me smile again
weaker, weaker every day
I forgot my urge to fly away
And is my life as bitter as it is
cold and lonely enough
If you acived what you are longing for
sad enough this can not be undone
I dropped my eyes ad shiver as I see
the reflection in the mirror of me
Have you given up my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
Have you given up my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
I still reach the stars
but all I touch is my horisont
Can I call this my burden
or is this just my dream to fly
I will be crying tears of laughter
if I could see me smile again
if I could see me smile again
I still reach for the stars
but all I touch is my horizont
I still belive my eyes
but all I see is my blindness
I still reach for the stars
but all I touch is my horizont
I still belive my ears
but all I hear is lasting silence
I could be sipent of for witness
juding on my sacred eye
Still I found the other time
what was left of me inside
Can I call this my burden
or is this just my dream to fly
I will be crying tears of laughter
if I could see me smile again
weaker, weaker every day
I forgot my urge to fly away
And is my life as bitter as it is
cold and lonely enough
If you acived what you are longing for
sad enough this can not be undone
I dropped my eyes ad shiver as I see
the reflection in the mirror of me
Have you given up my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
Have you given up my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
I still reach the stars
but all I touch is my horisont
Can I call this my burden
or is this just my dream to fly
I will be crying tears of laughter
if I could see me smile again
Deep down in this river
I'm sure I'd be free.
I know I would shiver
and surely could not see a thing.
But maybe all that matters not
I might even remember what I forgot.
The reason of it and of it all.
The rise and, yes for sure, also the fall.
Let go of me, my friend.
You do not understand.
The pain I'm going through
is only because of you...
So dark is my light...
My demons were so right
to leave me here...
So painful my fight
as every night when I lay down to sleep.
I listen to my heart,
expecting it to stop its beating.
But every morning sun
wakes up the sadness in me once again.
You see now how it ends,
I lay it in your hands.
Take care of it my friend,
in case you understand…
I'm sure I'd be free.
I know I would shiver
and surely could not see a thing.
But maybe all that matters not
I might even remember what I forgot.
The reason of it and of it all.
The rise and, yes for sure, also the fall.
Let go of me, my friend.
You do not understand.
The pain I'm going through
is only because of you...
So dark is my light...
My demons were so right
to leave me here...
So painful my fight
as every night when I lay down to sleep.
I listen to my heart,
expecting it to stop its beating.
But every morning sun
wakes up the sadness in me once again.
You see now how it ends,
I lay it in your hands.
Take care of it my friend,
in case you understand…
Plastic needles in my skin
Don't ask me what they're for
No clue, expect for the pain and shock
You tied me to the bed to mock
My eyelids kept wide open
So I can see all that you do
All this liquid in my eyes
Come inside my world, friend, if you dare... the curse
It's cold, I shiver while I sweat
Room without a glimpse of sunlight
My head is shaved, my body bruised
Can't feel my fingers, everything is numb... the curse
Your reality is twisted
It seems you just don't notice
That all you do to me
Can never touch me mentally
But you can do all this to me
It's not like it would matter
Much worse then, so much worse then that
I can't get you out of my head
Where is that strong human will now?
Guess there are things you can't escape from...
I don't know, but something isn't right here...
I guess what you expect from me is fear... the curse
I stare.... but there is nothing I can see
God knows, with only one hand I could...
Your giggles reach me from next door
I wonder what is this all for? ... the curse
Don't ask me what they're for
No clue, expect for the pain and shock
You tied me to the bed to mock
My eyelids kept wide open
So I can see all that you do
All this liquid in my eyes
Come inside my world, friend, if you dare... the curse
It's cold, I shiver while I sweat
Room without a glimpse of sunlight
My head is shaved, my body bruised
Can't feel my fingers, everything is numb... the curse
Your reality is twisted
It seems you just don't notice
That all you do to me
Can never touch me mentally
But you can do all this to me
It's not like it would matter
Much worse then, so much worse then that
I can't get you out of my head
Where is that strong human will now?
Guess there are things you can't escape from...
I don't know, but something isn't right here...
I guess what you expect from me is fear... the curse
I stare.... but there is nothing I can see
God knows, with only one hand I could...
Your giggles reach me from next door
I wonder what is this all for? ... the curse
Immortal hatred longing
For what I've done to you
A shattered dream of greed
Confess of a faded bloom
Reminded day by day
The scars just cannot heal
Still unforgiven guilt
Am I a child within your hands ?
Tear my heart out, let me fall
Keep my faith enclosed in walls
Like a child within your hands
Close my eyes and let me fall
Into oblivion I urge
For you I dare to feel regret
A sacrifice I cannot fear
How can I cure what you protect ?
Immortal hatred longing
For what I've done for you
A shattered dream of need
Moments without truth
A mournful sacrifice
The scars will never heal
For what I've done to you
A shattered dream of greed
Confess of a faded bloom
Reminded day by day
The scars just cannot heal
Still unforgiven guilt
Am I a child within your hands ?
Tear my heart out, let me fall
Keep my faith enclosed in walls
Like a child within your hands
Close my eyes and let me fall
Into oblivion I urge
For you I dare to feel regret
A sacrifice I cannot fear
How can I cure what you protect ?
Immortal hatred longing
For what I've done for you
A shattered dream of need
Moments without truth
A mournful sacrifice
The scars will never heal
I will plaster all you mortals with my dominating guts
I will torment revelations - I did never ask for much
I will taste the detonation while the geminis go wild
I'll absorb the human sigh, eradicate your dormant lie
Does it suck your breasts for milk, golden honey, dressed in silk
Does it feel your patient care in your dreadful glassy stare
or does it feel your true emotions in its scars and bruises burn
Do you really think your lies will tear open cloudy skies?
Feel my fingers in your wound while my eyes ascend the gloom
Questions wasting all my time - I see your eyes detesting mine
Sick of a life you never had, e.dead.motion, you look so sad
I could care less if I'd like - I let you go into the night
Is my ignorance my fate, or is my love distorted hate
Is deliverance my mate or am I sleeping while awake
Is this place that we call home adorned by devastating foam
Am I mortal, am I god - Am I brighter than you thought?
I will never beg for mercy - I will never kiss your feet
I will never ask forgiveness and all of that I want to keep!
I will guide the blind in darkness though I cannot see myself
I will whisper in a deaf ear while I know you cannot speak
and I hear rumours about angels
I will torment revelations - I did never ask for much
I will taste the detonation while the geminis go wild
I'll absorb the human sigh, eradicate your dormant lie
Does it suck your breasts for milk, golden honey, dressed in silk
Does it feel your patient care in your dreadful glassy stare
or does it feel your true emotions in its scars and bruises burn
Do you really think your lies will tear open cloudy skies?
Feel my fingers in your wound while my eyes ascend the gloom
Questions wasting all my time - I see your eyes detesting mine
Sick of a life you never had, e.dead.motion, you look so sad
I could care less if I'd like - I let you go into the night
Is my ignorance my fate, or is my love distorted hate
Is deliverance my mate or am I sleeping while awake
Is this place that we call home adorned by devastating foam
Am I mortal, am I god - Am I brighter than you thought?
I will never beg for mercy - I will never kiss your feet
I will never ask forgiveness and all of that I want to keep!
I will guide the blind in darkness though I cannot see myself
I will whisper in a deaf ear while I know you cannot speak
and I hear rumours about angels
Die Zeit steht still in diesem raum
Doch merken's andere menschen kaum
Es steht die Luft hier in der Schwebe
Als ob der Windhauch nicht mehr lebe
Die Stille schmerzt in meinen Ohren
Ich wunscht ich hatt Dich nicht verloren.
Wahrend Traume sich erinnern
an die zeit vor unserer zeit
Vergi?t du alle sorge
Was dir ein wenig kraft verleiht
Du enthalst dich vieler dinge
Erklarst dich klug als philosoph
Du entehrst so viele dinge
Bist dir horig wie ein zof!
Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
wie meine augen glitzern?
Keiner mag dir mehr vertrauen
Schenkt kein wort dir edler gunst
Siehst deinen schatten schon verschwinden
Dort am horizont im dunst
...denn es ist zeit, fur eine neue melodie,
fur eine neue phantasie, fur eine neue harmonie
Ich stehe auf und geh nun fort
an einen fremden, fernen ort
gesichter reden auf mich ein
So werd ich nie zu hause sein.
Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
wie meine augen glitzern?
Doch merken's andere menschen kaum
Es steht die Luft hier in der Schwebe
Als ob der Windhauch nicht mehr lebe
Die Stille schmerzt in meinen Ohren
Ich wunscht ich hatt Dich nicht verloren.
Wahrend Traume sich erinnern
an die zeit vor unserer zeit
Vergi?t du alle sorge
Was dir ein wenig kraft verleiht
Du enthalst dich vieler dinge
Erklarst dich klug als philosoph
Du entehrst so viele dinge
Bist dir horig wie ein zof!
Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
wie meine augen glitzern?
Keiner mag dir mehr vertrauen
Schenkt kein wort dir edler gunst
Siehst deinen schatten schon verschwinden
Dort am horizont im dunst
...denn es ist zeit, fur eine neue melodie,
fur eine neue phantasie, fur eine neue harmonie
Ich stehe auf und geh nun fort
an einen fremden, fernen ort
gesichter reden auf mich ein
So werd ich nie zu hause sein.
Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
wie meine augen glitzern?








